N Lvl

N Lvl is Tmr and I can't seem to study ... Idk what is wrong with me ... I am sad. Mostly it is because today is 6th. But I though I have move on ?? OMG. I don't like this feelings. All I am thinking now is "will he want me back after n Lvl ? What must I do to make him come back ? " but he seems to be so happy without me and he might now even rmb our memories anymore .... I really want to forget u and move on .... Pls help me ..... 

Happy day

Didn't go sch for like almost the whole week. It's kind of good thing I guess. I didn't see my ex and I can live happily without thinking of him. There are people around me who will be able to cheer me up. Thanks for all my friends around me cheering me up. Had a night out with Vanessa and I was so damn happy. I finally got the bag that I bought from online and it was damn nice !!!!! Super nice and it make me so so happy. First time I am happy with the thing I bought from online hahahha. 

Swimming !!

Went swimming with my cca friend and omg it was so awesome. It make me released all my stress and I felt so relaxing !! Shall go after n agn !! Got a lot of things to do after my exam. CANT WAIT FOR MY N LVL TO FINISH !!!! 

This guy is making me happy. But he is just flirting with me from what I see. All the things he doing make me happy .. But he talk to a lot of girls and he might be sweet to them too ... I really dk what to do ... I am trying not to like him but he is making me like him ....I don't want relationship now .... My heart still haven't recover from the previous one ... 

School

School was super boring :( I went to school to see someone but it is too boring :( it feels like graduation day is nth at all. Still got school after graduation day -.- I wonder why do they even call it a graduation day. Sucks. 

Gone ..

Had a fun chat with my twinnie like always and there is this boy who texting me now adays and ya he is really funny. He make me happy and he will make me laugh even in public hahah. He cheer me up since he knew what exactly happened between me and my ex. He is really good in cheering people up hahah ... 

I dd had a bad time today coz of my friend. She said as if everything was my fault so I got angry and I kind of like scold her. And I knew I was wrong. She is telling me all that just because she doesn't want me to get into trouble and  I scolded her. But people can't understand how much bullshit I went through during this 2 years. When I got together with my ex , everyone in class was like scolding me because one of my best friend liked him. I knew it and I still got together with him so everyone was like saying " su betray her " " how can he do that " " she is a bitch " and many more insults. I took it bravely ... Because I don't wanna leave him. I didn't even tell him all this because I don't want him to feel stress ... So it's like I went through all this bullshits by myself and when things finally get okay , he left me ... He may have stress when being with me. But , I don't believe that is worse than the stress I have been through because of him ? Now he is one of the people who is insulting me. People change. .. He told me he love me and he wanna Marry me. I guess I am so stupid enough to actually believed all that. Now we r over. I cried and beg for him to come back. But he went further away from me. I don't wanna stop our conversation so everyday I make the effort to text when he replied me one word ans and telling people I still controlling him. So ya. Alright. I stop texting him. I deleted all our pic and text. Gone. Everything gone. We r stranger now. U even went out with a girl. Wah. Improvement huh .... Good luck than. Because that girl attitude is worse thn mine. If u two get tgt , I really wish u both good luck :) 

Revenge

So , this small girl said that he making her close to her coz she want to revenge me back. And when I heard tht I laugh my ass out!! Because , to take revenge back on the person , u need to be much more better than the person u want to take revenge. And oh please , I am not saying I am perfect but ... Hahahah. U are worse than me. And u think u can take revenge , if only he is stupid enough. It shows clearly that he doesn't want to entertain u small girl !! I think u need to know how take revenge before u even take one. Want me teach u ?? Hahah I will teach u free. :). Really childish mind. REALLY. 

Had a fun study date with my so called daughter !! Hahaha. We didn't even study !!! Talked about our life and past life since we got so many things to catch up on each other. Hahha really had fun with her omg !!! And yes !!! The stitch !! I LOVE STITCH HAHAHAH 

Memories memories memories ... Why did I even have so much memories with him , everywhere ....