Gone ..

Had a fun chat with my twinnie like always and there is this boy who texting me now adays and ya he is really funny. He make me happy and he will make me laugh even in public hahah. He cheer me up since he knew what exactly happened between me and my ex. He is really good in cheering people up hahah ... 

I dd had a bad time today coz of my friend. She said as if everything was my fault so I got angry and I kind of like scold her. And I knew I was wrong. She is telling me all that just because she doesn't want me to get into trouble and  I scolded her. But people can't understand how much bullshit I went through during this 2 years. When I got together with my ex , everyone in class was like scolding me because one of my best friend liked him. I knew it and I still got together with him so everyone was like saying " su betray her " " how can he do that " " she is a bitch " and many more insults. I took it bravely ... Because I don't wanna leave him. I didn't even tell him all this because I don't want him to feel stress ... So it's like I went through all this bullshits by myself and when things finally get okay , he left me ... He may have stress when being with me. But , I don't believe that is worse than the stress I have been through because of him ? Now he is one of the people who is insulting me. People change. .. He told me he love me and he wanna Marry me. I guess I am so stupid enough to actually believed all that. Now we r over. I cried and beg for him to come back. But he went further away from me. I don't wanna stop our conversation so everyday I make the effort to text when he replied me one word ans and telling people I still controlling him. So ya. Alright. I stop texting him. I deleted all our pic and text. Gone. Everything gone. We r stranger now. U even went out with a girl. Wah. Improvement huh .... Good luck than. Because that girl attitude is worse thn mine. If u two get tgt , I really wish u both good luck :)