love ???

Why people dont understand how much i am hurtin down here ?? All they say is " u can forget him . U r just not trying . " They dk the hurt i am feeling . I love him . So so much .. but ... if he is happier without me , okay .. i will let him go . Jut coz i let him go dosent mean I dont love him anymore . Just because i am laughing dosent mean i am happy . No matter how much i try to forget him, he will alw come to my mind . I just love him so much . why he dont understand . If only he knew how much i am hurting. He may think i am acting by crying infront of him but i am really not acting . U use to wipe away my tears for me but now ?? U dont even care about me anymore .. I just wanna die . But i am scared the pain might follow me all the way . He may be happy tht i am not inside this world anymore but i am scared i might still feel the pain after i die .. If only he know how muvh i am hurting and come back to me ...