And ya ... Memories came back to me ....   So I wanted to go out so badly to make myself forget .. None of my freinds are free ... End up being alone . Decided to watch movie online , get scolded by my parents ... I wonder " what is he doing now ? Is he missing me ?? " 0.0000001% is missing me when 99.99999% has totally forgetten about me ... Why ?? We spend so much time together ... Why so easy to forget? People tell me " he look like he move on already ". I know. I know he move on , I want to too. But I am stuck in the past still .. Only 50% of me has move on. Laughing an joking around with people like I am happy but only I myself know the real feeling of me. I still miss him .. When people call him and ask help , I wish I can call and ask him to help me too .. But he didn't come to me .. He go to other girls ... I am still loving u baby .. Pls look back once and think back of the memories we spend together ... Maybe u will want to come back to me .. If only 5% of u care about me , I am happy. I just need u care for me like how u use to .... Love u so much ...