Crazy

Meet van after my study date with ave. van also make me happy. She alw good in cheering me up. Ya. It is hard smiling without him with me ... And living in my own world .... But I find it good sometimes ... I hav no one to care when I wan to do something or talk to some guys. I no need care who will get jealous ... Being single is good thing I guess .... But thn. Ofcourse I still want him ..... Will love him forever and alw .....